Won't you take this cup from me
Cause fear has stolen all my sleep
If tomorrow means my death
I pray you'll save their souls with it
Let the songs i sing
Bring joy to you
Let the words i say profess my love
Let the notes i choose
Be your favorite tune
Father let my heart be after you
In this hour of doubt i see
But who i am is not just me
So give me strength to die myself
So love can live to tell the tale
Let the songs i sing
Bring joy to you
Let the words i say profess my love
Let the notes i choose
Be your favorite tune
Father let my heart be after you
Father let my heart be...
For you
Let the songs i sing
Bring joy to you
Let the words i say profess my love
Let the notes i choose
Be your favorite tune
Father let my heart be after you
(Garden by Needtobreathe)
Man.. Arlene, that song so strikes a chord in my heart.
Cause fear has stolen all my sleep... and if tomorrow does mean my death, God, I beg of you.. save their souls through my death....
My grandfather is going to Houston Monday.. It's "the big day" we've been waiting for and.. not talking about, for months. They're going to try to fix his heart by.. well.. stopping it. And then shocking him back to life. Instead of just reminding us about it, Pop asks that Granny change the locks on the shop FAST if he doesn't make it out of this. I know he's scared but.. It breaks my heart. I want to PRAY with him, not just FOR him! I tried explaining to him that while there are a lot of valuable things in his shop and due to his request we would get it done but.. The more important thing would be the loss of Pop's life. "I'm praying that doesn't happen, Pop.. and praying that you make it through it alright.. And praying that maybe someone else in this room could pray with me."
Crickets. And really, I don't know why I can't sleep at night?
God, I need your help. My family needs your help. God, show them your love! Force their eyes and hearts and minds to open like you did mine! I feel like every ounce of my soul is screaming right now.. and I can't make it stop. And I can't fix it. But God, you can.. You can.
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