News todays that I didn't get the job, after my second interview, came as a slight shock... and at the same time, not a shock at all. It was a shock in the sense that both interviews went through-the-roof amazing... Not a shock in the sense that this is the THIRD company I've had interviews with and not gotten the job (which is the only three interviews I've ever gone through and not gotten the job.. ever)... Not a shock in the sense that God delivered a message to me at Passion that this was right where He wanted me... Not a shock in the sense that, more and more, I'm getting used to things being harder and not just falling out of the sky the way I want or expect them to... Not a shock in the sense that I haven't been able to shake this feeling of restlessness again that the Lord is about to have me jump ship. He's steady preparing me and teaching me to be patient as I'm steady chomping at the bit to go already.
I guess the only part that shocked me was how qualified I knew I was for the jobs, how amazingly the interviews went... and then nothing.
Believe what you want, but I firmly believe the Lord shut those doors for me on purpose. Who knows, maybe I'll be going out on mission a lot sooner than I thought.. maybe I won't.. He knows and that's more than good enough. I'm definitely intrigued as to what He's got next.
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