Hurt

I've never been as heart broken as I am now. I feel like a piece of me was just ripped from my chest. No warning, no discussion, just.. over. Done. I thought things were picking up again in ways we've never seen... I thought things were about to get better..

God, I know what you showed me and I've never let go of that.. but God, I'm at a loss for words. And I'm so hurt and angry and can't remember the last time I cried this hard.. I've been begging for Your help. For Your guidance and Your hand.. Where are You?